The Promises of My Submission

I promise to put You first in all things.

I promise to remember You are a Man before you are my Owner, my Dom, my Daddy.

I promise patience, understanding, and empathy.

I promise to nurture our dynamic just as You do.

I promise to be an active submissive partner.

I promise loyalty.
I promise straightforward honesty.

I promise to be as courageous and strong as I can be.
I promise to be as helpless and as vulnerable as I am able.

I promise to be the best I have in me.

I promise to take care of myself so that I may serve.
I promise to take care of You so that I may please.

I promise to use my mind and heart for our benefit.
I promise you access to my body in any way You desire.

I promise to open myself mentally, emotionally, and physically.

I promise to give all that I can.
I promise to take all that is offered and demanded.

I promise not to run when I hurt or am afraid.
I promise to fight for You in all things.

I promise to obey.

I promise to learn from my mistakes.
I promise to forgive Yours.

I promise to help build our potential.

I promise to contribute to our dreams.

I promise to believe in You, myself, and in us.
I promise to follow Your lead.

I promise my love.
~DominaKat

Him.

Goodbyes said. Tears slide. I feel naked without Him, like my warmth has been stripped from my soul. I want to turn around. I want to begin not go back. He melted my heart when he pointed to the screen and said "I pictured us." He made me weak when he pulled me to him and told me he loved me. He brought me to tears when he wrapped his arms around me and told me how very much he hoped that the steps we're taking bring me to Him. He inspired me to bow my head in submission when He laid His Dominance over me.

I can deny Him nothing. He holds the Masterkey to all that is me. With a touch of His hand He can bring me to my knees or make my heart soar. 

I am at my strongest with Him and my most vulnerable to Him. 

Peace. Harmony. Happiness. A few moments of those that I am ever grateful for as I turn around to wage war on the practicalities of my life so that our dreams can begin. 

I love Him. My M. My Daddy. My best friend.  And I fucking hate that i won't be there tonight for Him. To love Him. To share with Him. To simply breathe next to Him. 

Where Fate May Lead

~sigh~ on my way to my Daddy, NYC, and a job interview. Now that I'm firmly in my seat, I can breathe. I can't wait for my feet to hit the pavement and my arms to wrap around M. So much has happened in the last three months. We've accomplished so much!!! The foundation is laid. 

The future looks big and bright for us. All we need is to continue as we've been and hopefully find a lil bit of luck we can capitalize on. M is holding on so tight to my hand, and I'm following His lead. 

We can do this. We are doing this. It will happen for us. :-)

Reaching for dreams! 

~DominaKat